When you're hurt, you hardly could feel your sense, let alone writing in a blog. What i've gone thru? TERRIBLE.
My heartbreaks are the one I am afraid of, all the while. Thats the only thing that makes me able to stare at a building and tears dripping, like some mad girl. I might seem mad, but no one knows my pain.
All they need to do is to understand a little bit of me, of who i am and what i want. I do the same, didn't I ? Why? Why cant one of you just change a lil bit for me? Rather than keep rejecting me over and over again? I don't deserve good things? No. Thats what they gonna say. They gonna say that I deserve much better in life. OH REALLY?
How can they decide what I want? What I deserve? How can they? Why is it so hard to forgive me? Why? Why wrong i have done that everything, everyone is so harsh towards me?
Just for once. JUST FOR ONCE. Be nice to me. Be really nice to me. Feel up my emptiness and give me a reason to live. A reason to carry on my life. Just a feeling that I have someone who will never let me go. And that someone is YOU.
Because it has been a while, since I really laughed. It has been a while, since I meant it when I say" yes, i am okay'. It has been a while Since I really felt LIFE.
My heartbreaks are the one I am afraid of, all the while. Thats the only thing that makes me able to stare at a building and tears dripping, like some mad girl. I might seem mad, but no one knows my pain.
All they need to do is to understand a little bit of me, of who i am and what i want. I do the same, didn't I ? Why? Why cant one of you just change a lil bit for me? Rather than keep rejecting me over and over again? I don't deserve good things? No. Thats what they gonna say. They gonna say that I deserve much better in life. OH REALLY?
How can they decide what I want? What I deserve? How can they? Why is it so hard to forgive me? Why? Why wrong i have done that everything, everyone is so harsh towards me?
Just for once. JUST FOR ONCE. Be nice to me. Be really nice to me. Feel up my emptiness and give me a reason to live. A reason to carry on my life. Just a feeling that I have someone who will never let me go. And that someone is YOU.
Because it has been a while, since I really laughed. It has been a while, since I meant it when I say" yes, i am okay'. It has been a while Since I really felt LIFE.
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