28.11.10

ONCE UPON A TIME
SOMETHING*

HAPPENED TO ME
IT*

WAS
SWEETEST THING*

THAT EVER
COULD* BE

A FANTASY'A* DREAM COME

TRUE
IT WAS THE DAY*

WHEN I MEET U




Each of us has a hidden place
Somewhere deep within
ourselves
Where we go to get away
To be alone to be ourselves
But every
once in a while whether by chance or design
Someone finds a way into that
secret place
That person adds perspective to our hidden realm
The quietly
settle down in their own little corner


you for touching my life
in ways you may never know.
My riches do not lie
in material wealth,
but in having friend like you
a precious gift from
God.


 
I've noticed that being with you I smile a little more often

                                                                               I anger a little less quickly

                                               the sun
shines a little brighter and life is so much sweeter<3

                                      
                                                                                     :
*
                                                                                                         

Don't take life seriously. 

Life is not meant to be taken seriously, as we are really temporary here. We are like a pre-paid card with limited validity, If we are lucky, we may last another 50 years.

And 50 years is just 2,500 weekends. 

Do we really need to get so worked up ?
it's ok, bunk a few classes, scoring low in co
uple of papers, goof up a few interviews, take leave from work, 

Enjoy with your friends, 

fall in love, 

little fights with your loved ones.
After all we are just people, not programmed devices. :)

25.11.10

               
                             if you dont want to talk then its ok

                           but lets go somewhere far far away ;]

                                     just hold my hand 8]

                        all i want is Just  Your Forever Friendship 

                                                      ='[
               
               

24.11.10



Love is like playing the piano.
First you must learn to
play by the rules,
then you must forget the
rules and play from your heart




Hearts could only love for a while,
feets could only walk for some miles,
clothes won't 4ever be in style,
but having U as
my Friend is forever worthwhile.

 
I can’t find a reason
why God gave U to me,
but that is not
the question to b asked;
May b the question is
how did God knew
that i needed a friend
like
YOU.

Love neither true or false ; love is love


                                                            

You
can be

a sweet dream




a beautiful nightmare
єither way ι,don't wanna wake
up ƒяom you
want you
to
know, with є v є я

y t h ι и g ι wont let this go.
these words are my heart and

soul,


i hold on to thιs м o м є и t you kиow...
cause ι'd blєєd my heart to show
that
i

won't let go...

23.11.10

♥ υ & мє тσgєтнєя ¢αη мαкє ∂ ωσяℓ∂ נєαℓσυѕ ♥

A pErsOn OnE cAn CounT oN No mAttEr WhAt tHe SituAtiON, WhaT thE tIme and WhEre ThE PlaCe

I mAy NOt CatcH thE EyE buT I WoUlD CerTainLy TouCh thE HEarT

























PeopLE SaY : If U loVE SumONE SeT HiM FreE If he ComEs BAck he Was YoUrs IF hE Does NOT he NEvEr WaS!!! CuT D CraP!!!
I SaY : IF U lOVE SumoNE TheN Go GEt hIm..IF u TrY \hE WaS IS And WilL AlwayS bE YouRs...IF U DonT U WeR NeVEr mEanT FoR hIm:-) 





 No mAttEr HoW mUCh FaR We aRe...No mattEr HOw muCh apArt We aRe...No mattEr hW mUCh DistanCe LiEs bEtWeeN uS...u JuS takE a SteP clOSEr To ME anD I'lL WalK aLl D WaY tO Hug yOU KIss yoU aND LoVE yOU...I pRomiSe!!!












♥ I will be... ♥


I WiL b a ReaSon For youR SmilE IN TimEs OF TEar
I wil B a ReaSon For YoUr StrEnGTh To OvErCoME yoUR FeaR
I WiL b YouR ComFoRt In TimEs OF DisTrEsS
I WiL B YoUR OnlY OnE iN TimEs oF UtmoSt StrESs
I wiL b yOUr SolAce WhEn ThiNGs Go WrONG
I Wil B YoUR FriEnD foR YEars ToOo LoNG 

I MaynT b D pEfEct oNE U'll EvEr FinD
BuT I WiLl CerTainLy Be d OnE WhO'lL NeVEr LeaVE YoU BEhIND
I StaND bY mY AcTioNS..I StaNd by MY woRd...
AnD thOUGh u PReTeND to bE AwAy FroM ME...I kNO Dt My FeeLiNGs ArE StILl noT UnHEaRd!!


♥ ♥

 TruE LoVE....DefiNiTion UndefiNEd!!!

TruE LoVE, iT seeMS We aRe ALl AwaRe
SoME SaY TruSt SoME SaY caRe
MoRe i HEaR FrOM pPL AroUnD mORe i RefiNE
bUT tRue loVE iS, I fiND stiLL VerY haRd To DefiNE...

TruE loVE...As SweeTlY As it SouNDs
I've HEaRd GroWs BEyoND AlL BounDs
SoME SAy It ExistS SomE SaY ITs IllUSION
MoRe i ThINk bouT It...Too FAr SeeMS a conclUSiON


TruE loVe...SomE saY Is SacriFiCe, SoMe SaY It JUs AppEars To b nIcE
ITs HaRd To fiND TruE loVe SoME opiNE
EvrYoNe HAs A diFfErNEt WaY tO defINE

DeR r SoMe whO SaY TruE loVE IS VerY RaRE
DeR Are SoME Who JuS dnT CaRe
SoME SaY LoVE iS in D aIR
BuT D QuestiON StiLl RemAInS R v trUlY awaRE

ShaRiNG ExpEriEnCes FroM PpL AroUND
iT looKS SimplY...TruE lovE KnOWs nO boUND
SoME SAy ItS likE ghoSts WhicH maNY talK boUT bUT vRy FeW C
SoME SaY iTS a SeA oF jOY, HappInEsS SatisfactiON aND glEe
SomE SaY IT RaiSes a PrsN FrOm groUND to D SKieS,
SoME SaY ItS lAnguAge OF HEaRt SpokEn By D eyEs
SoMe Fil ItS JuS PArt oF LuCk AnD faTe
ANd DeR stiLL ExisTs on DiS topIC, a DebaTe
I lIStenEd to What OthErs haD to saY
AnD DeciDeD to DefiNE LoVE jUS foR todaY
BUt no maTtEr hW mUCh D EarliEr DefiniTioNs of loVE Were RefinEd...
I EnDed up WiTh a pOeM With TRuE loVE DefiNiTiOn StilL unDefiNEd...!!!


Special



22.11.10

♥ When i was,,,

When i was four .... Ice cream was my favorite.I cant live without vanilla ice cream.A cone is a must!! I remember getting scold in public,because i was crying for ice cream.I even got hit because of this ice cream.but i'm wondering,what is it in the ice cream that made me addicted to it? I don't have the answer till now!! And i don't wish to get an answer.I believe it is all for good ....   
When i was six,i was crazy about sailormoon!I can sing the theme song very well! Forget about Negaraku, twinkle twinkle little star even doesn't enter my brain... I used to beg my mum to watch the cartoon. Fight with my brother and etc.... Sailormoon freak i was! Hmm.. i remember having a costume but i dont know where is it now!But it is over now...years has passed and am all grown!
When i was 8, i was this little dumb monkey.
I used to climb trees fight with boys and so on.Gempak right?Then all of sudden i changed into a quiet girl.Sitting in a corner,all by myself.I start to study hard.Real hard.I was just 8..but i have no choice but to study hard. I have to be in top class,according to my mom.So i became budak baik!
                                                       

  When i was 10.. i went into the upper primary.. new era..so called.I was the tallest and all started to tease me.They call me giant.It was hurting.I used to cry in the toilet. I never had a friend.And thats when i got the true meaning of being alone!No one even care about my existence,Busy with their won life,they didn't realize my tears.and years when of like that....
When i was 12, i was pressured hard to study..Kononnya,calon UPSR,I never had a proper sleep.I sleep everyday at 12am.Even though i am sleepy,i couldnt sleep because my mom wil be holding this rotan in her hand and forcing me to study.Me having no choice have to study! But thank god it paid off! I got straight A's and became top student in my school.So i when to secondary school! 
When i was 14,my nightmare begin.I got into the best school.But i couldnt cope with the kids in it.I had no friends.I had this worst appearance and i when through depression.cry and cry!..And i had my first crush!/but he hated me.thats the worst part but still i excel in studies..and it goes on...
When i was 16,i think i had the best year.Hmm..celebrated my 16th birthday will all my classmates attending it..not to forget my crush as well... but even though it was happy,but i lose my life at just a second.They left me.Back..i have no friend but this time i didn't cry.I just when through it...I met my boyfriend of 3 years..and finally i got some life back..Enjoyed moments with him..Still fresh in my memory...
When i was 18, my nightmare came back again..when i was excited school was over for once..i was forced back to school to continue my form 6.For once,i thought its for my own good but it turn out the other way.So i decided to stop and do something else.So i worked... and after few months,joined college....and things started to change.... and i broke up with my bf!
Now im 20..the best part of this year is i got lots of wonderful friends that brought meaning to my life.Brought color back to my life.Now i can live my life without worries because i know at any moment,every step i take,i have a hand to hold onto,a shoulder to lie.... 

MizzCharmz Wink'z









20.11.10

Life of my way!

 
Maybe a moment in my life will remind me of someone that i loved,i really deeply loved,but i totally think that moment could be a waste,maybe i should have think about someone that love me in that moment. I meant someone who appreciated me for i was and i am sure,they will be there with me for who i will be!
It is true that i have wasted my life, not all but a part of my life doing things that i really,or i never want to do! REASON?I'm afraid of those older than me! Hmm... in this little minnie winnie mind of me, i always have this question* If i do this it will hurt them*, i regret, why for once,i was not selfish.For once,why didn't i think something for myself, maybe just a little for myself?But it isn't too late right now, i am just in my early 20's,i ahve more things to do,more things to catch up and more life to live! Im pretty sure i lean my lesson from my past and never want it to repeat.Enough of heart breaks and i think it is time for me to live my life for myself. 

From this moment onwards,i want to fly like a free bird, real high...higher than anyone could fly,i want to discover a new world where i can be with me anf myself,my soul,my body and my mind. I have people that will be there for me, but i don't want to depend on them all the time.I don't want to be a girl without confident!
I have a very high confident level and i believe i cant stand out of the rest if i want to!And I WANT TO STAND OUT!


19.11.10

♥ ♥ Believe in this quotes ♥ ♥

Guys should really know what a girl wants for them, and i think ... erm... they should read this :D






I believe in changing, you dont lose yourself,but you get your real self back!

15.11.10

_*Speak to me*_


My sweetheart 
doesn't want to speak to me 
he have something in his heart
But he is not letting out to me
I looked at him
i realize,he have changed 


Let me look into his eyes,
and search the truth
by myself
for i believe,his eyes will never
lie to my eyes


I remember, my smile,
meant a world to him,his life is in it
his use to forget his world
lost in my tune
but now all those moment
vanished,into thin air

                                                                    Say Something!
                                                                    Just speak to me
                                                                Your my whole world!








                                                                              









14.11.10

*Heart Broke, But still hoping*

                     She said that you belong to her.
It broke my heart but still i am hoping, i will get you one day in my life... 
                    She doesnt know how much i love  you
Too bad, you dont even know how much i love you! 
                     For once, i got the courage to tell you,
but, i spill it out to the wrong person..
                     I have no regrets,at least she knows,
someone loves you, more than she does!
                     she just being selfish..
Keeping you just by her sight,
                    but me, want you to be as happy u can,
even if means, i wont be having by my sight.
                      be happy my prince...
wherever you are!

Its true!My heart broke but still i hoping!