A thousand years, a thousand more, 

A thousand times a million doors to eternity 

I may have lived a thousand lives, a thousand times And endless turning stairway climbs 

To a tower of souls 

If it takes another thousand years, a thousand wars, 

The towers rise to numberless floors in space

I could shed another million tears, a million breaths,

A million names but only one truth to face

A million roads, a million fears

A million suns, ten million years of uncertainty 

I could speak a million lies, a million songs,

A million rights, a million wrongs in this balance of time

But if there was a single truth, a single light

A single thought, a singular touch of grace

Then following this single point , this single flame,

The single haunted memory of your face 

I still love you 

I still want you

A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves 

Like galaxies in my head

I may be numberless, I may be innocent 

I may know many things, I may be ignorant 

Or I could ride with kings and conquer many lands

Or win this world at cards and let it slip my hands 

I could be cannon food, destroyed a thousand times 

Reborn as fortune's child to judge another's crimes 

Or wear this pilgrim's cloak, or be a common thief 

I've kept this single faith, I have but one belief

 I still love you 
I still want you A thousand times the mysteries unfold themselves 
Like galaxies in my head On and on the mysteries unwind themselves 
Eternities still unsaid 
'Til you love me

If it was meant to be tears, then why there was laughters.
If it was meant to be far, even after being together...  why do you seem to be a stranger?

Just the trust i had that you will never walk away from your words, has broken.
The truthfulness of my heart can feel the crying of every single vein.

Why do I still feel the burning sensation of my love?
Why do still running myself to touch every single torn and hurt myself?


You know what hurts me? what suffocating my breaths?
The way you be like a friendly stranger.. a stranger that I wanna hug and kiss..


Why do i have to cry like my love is a bloody sin? Is it a sin? Is it? I am blind-folded with my dreams,
of being with you.

Should i move away? or to stay and wait for the worst?
Why I am in the situation, that I can't even remember the days , that have gone by. 

What mistake I did that I am being punished, to tremble myself, thinking of you? 


A mere torture I gift to myself .