7.7.11

What can of sadness is this?
What kind of deep loneliness is this?
The silence brought by the memories shower my path
The grief in the eyes is longing for tears
Tell me, why has this happened?
I have lost everything that I had attained,
You know this is the way of life,
Whatever has gone, had to go,
Then my heart, why do you cry alone like this?
Forget those,who have forgotten you,
Else bear the wound given by memories,like me
Please agree my heart, forget all the complaints,
My heart tell me,I had always done what you told me,
Why am I surrounded by grief?
Do I have to suffer like for  rest of my life?
I had sown dreams and reaping grief,
I have sung songs and getting quiet in return,
Desires have failed,every evening is lonely.





















The light is a little less bright , the rain is a little less wet
The wind is swaying a little less, there are a little less wishes in the heart
It's like the time has stopped, as if it has gone still for you
Why is my breathing also feeling weak
Its like closeness has happened because of distances
Wonder what is the matter,every day is now night,
The light is a little less bright , the rain is a little less wet
The wind is swaying a little less, there are a little less wishes in the heart
It's like the time has stopped, as if it has gone still for you
 Flowers have no fragrance, they seem sad
Like they are upset with you,
Frangrances are less now that you're not with me, 
The light is a little less bright , the rain is a little less wet
The wind is swaying a little less, there are a little less wishes in the heart
It's like the time has stopped, as if it has gone still for you...

Separating me from my dreams just like that,
I don't know where God has hidden himself,
I don't know when I lost myself
How do I live, even my soul is away from myself
Why do my paths ask me where is my home ..
Why does knock ask me where the is door
Paths which have no destination,
Find me, now I live there only..
 
My heart is somewhere and heartbeat somewhere else,
My breaths are there but don't know why I'm not alive..
It became sand and flowed from my hands,
such that my luck is spilled everywhere..
 
How do I write a new tale,
I can't see the ink of grief to write with
The paths I chose was my will
Then why do I remain angry with myself..
 
What such mistake had I made that
you punished me to life..
O man, the World is as big,
as the lines on your forehead 

 My tears are erasing me,
The order of the God is not erased.
Why do I wake up
my dream is made alive, by others ...


Ashwati 'sweetheart' Nambiar

Ashwati, that's the first name and Nambiar is the last name and her middle name is 'Sweetheart'.. Well,well, i met her in a community in Orkut, bus not just a community, it is my second home, it's now my 3rd home :P .. Okay back to Ashu..  the first time i meet her, i thought she must be some fake profile cos she sounded so familiar with one of the member *don't wish to disclose the name* :P..  then i talked to her and only then I know, they both are different people..  Issssh! Hehehehhe... 
Ashu... she is such a pretty girl and i really love her...... very cute naw... at times i feel like yo hug her and kiss her..But too bad..  i can't hehehehe... AND well, i take her as my sweet little sister.. the smart and intelligent types and i am so proud of her.. i really like the way she is.  she is very pampered in her own way.  she has some kind of strictness in her that make me go wow wow wow!! The best part of all is that she is Malayali just like me, perfecto!! she is like the best kid i can ever ask.. the best sister and all..  her heart is so pure..  really pure and i wish she would be the same forever and ever... !! 
I love you sweetheart.. like lots >:D< 


6.7.11

Is This Love Or Punishment, Tell Me My Heart
Why Doesn't This Chain Of Pain Breaks
In Love Why Are There Such Tests
What Stories Does Love Write
 Even If Someone Gives Their Life
Let No Effect There Be On The One I Love 
How Is This Journey Of Faith
There Is No Solution To The Problem Of The Hearts
Heartbeat Is Steadfast
 Breathing Is Broken, Uneasy
Always On My Lips There Is A Problem
Someone's  Life Is Ruined In Love
No One Listens To My Cries
No One To Hold My Arms
Half Fulfilled Are My Wishes

All Broken Are My Dreams
If Not Mistrust Then There Are Walls Of Hatred
Even In Victory There Is The Feeling Of Loss
Do Not Ask To A Person With Pain
What Is Smile And What Is Happiness
Always A Cloud Over My Head
Sometimes This, Sometimes That

 

Ever realize what you wanted in your life? No, not much people know what they really want in their life. Most of them just want what they think they want, but in every wanting, none of what they want is really what they wanted. That is the reason why all the time, there won't be a shortage of sad people. People normally will do mistakes that they thought weren't any mistake. Something they thought will bring over the limit happiness to them, where the truth is, it always end up bringing sadness. What is really the purpose of having something that you want? Simple. It is to bring a fulfillment to yourself, that you have got what you wanted. Ever you realize after getting what you, you fee regret getting them as you thought you could have get something better and what you have got, is just a waste? Yeah, the sense of wanting something makes a person to be greedy. GREEDY, an act of devil. Yes, so again what is the purpose of wanting something?Nothing more than an act that will bring sadness to you someday. It's not a story that i created for fun, but i am telling based on what i have gone through. Honestly, it's not right for me to say that live have not treated me well, the truth is, i have not treated life well. Yes, wanting something and being greedy ain't the purpose of life.Purpose of life? Close your eyes for few minutes, take a deep breath and make yourself peace, a vision will come and that's the purpose of your life :)

My sista!

oye oye meri jaaan...

she be my pwincess sweeetheart :*

Kinna cute hai yeh.. haaye haaye..  main marjawan :P

I love her khub saara... matlab alotzz...

my shonu pie...  my shonu bundle pie.. my true sista...

we met thru ADITI but aditi gayab ho gaye :/

Jo bhi ho...  thanx aditu..  i love ju :*

please aditu.. jaldi aana.. i really miss you re...  30th ko tela bday hoingz...  huhuhu...
plicchhh re...  itna na tarsao meko...  feel like crying re..  sachi main...
i miss all those moments re aditu..  u wont know hw much i lub yuu.. just at tymz.. ju knw me got upset.. isliye i didnt wall post you... nothing else re...  its not that i forgot you...  i miss you sachi main.. please come back re :'(

aditi and nirali.. thanx re.. for sharing moments with me..  it  meants alot to me!!

Love you both del saaara >:D<

My handsome Blowieee ;)

My Ankur bhiyaaa. be the smartest...  and the most handsome!!

Woh toh Prince Charming for his *CINDERELLA*

Well bhaiya toh khud ki nahi hain..  but he is more than a real brother...

and i naa really love my bhaiyuu :D Like sooooo  much ;)

And he be the bestest bhaiya..  he never fail to talk to me even a day..  and that's make me feel so *ISHPECHIAL* ;)

Tera Mujhse Hai Pehle Ka Naata Koi,Yunhi Nahin Dil Lubhaata Koi..

Jaane Tu Ya Jaane Na.. Maane Tu Ya Maane Na!!

Lubbieee youu soooooo much :* :* :* :* :* >:D:D

5.7.11

Happy Birthday Pallavi ;)


Haaye haaye meri jaan...  ;)
it's your bday naa....  me have something...  bus aur kuch nahi just a song :P
Purana song...  imagine im singing it to you ;)
hehehehehe :P
Happy birthday once again sweetie :* :*
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you, Pallavi, Happy Birthday to you
Baar baar din ye aaye, baar baar dil ye gaaye
Tu jiye hazaaron saal, ye meri hai aarzoo
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you, Pallavi, Happy Birthday to you

Beqaraar hoke daaman, thaam lun main kiska
Kya misaal dun main teri, naam lun main kiska
Nahin, nahin, aisa haseen, koyi nahin hai
Jis pe ye nazar ruk jaaye, be-misaal jo keh laaye
Tu jiye hazaaron saal, ye meri hai aarzoo
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you, Pallavi, Happy Birthday to you

auron ki tarha kuchh main bhi, tohfa leke aata
Main teri haseen mehfil mein, phool leke aata
Jinhe kaha usse chaaha, phoolo ki zaroorat
Jo pahar khud keh laaye, har kali ka dil dhadhkaaye
Tu jiye hazaaron saal, ye meri hai aarzoo
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you, Pallavi, Happy Birthday to you

My love my love I am mad for you
You have won my heart
This heart is clear and body is pure
This is spring of dreams and courtyard of eyes
Heart shatters like a pitcher, oh my love
My love my love I am mad for you
You have won my heart oh my love
This is how you come close to me,
this is how you entered in my heart
Somewhere its pets of heartbeat,
somewhere its the streets of dreams
How do I tell you the strong feelings of my heart
Sometimes you tease me like this n i shy away
Like I have forgotten my way
From the time I have seen this love land
When I found you, everything changed
Flowers started grooming in my way
Then I felt even the land is new
Sky has become new in the affection of you and me
Air is playing some symphony
River is flowing like telling us a story
When my eyes met with yours my love
I have lost all my senses
My love my love I am mad for
                                                              you have won my heart

Teddy Bear ;)

It's just another fluffy toy..  from mom to daughter...  from generation to generation...
 Another way of expressing love...  from boyfriend to girlfriends..
 From brother to sister...
 There is one question...  Does only girls like Teddies or boy's like it too?
 As it goes to each of it's own
 
Well me and TEDDY BEAR..  share a very close bond..  for years years long...
Something that i really need in my life..  to motivate me each day..
to get me going... I got lots of sinisterial laughs when i say this...
But only I, me and My self know how much Teddies meant to me...
For me..  Teddy Bears is not just another Fluffy toy..
But it's a significant for who I am..
And what i want...
It was there..  it is still there and i believe it will be there always...
Yes..  when i had break ups..  the first thing, i could remember, is searching for my teddy..
then i hugged it and spoke to it.. in my breaking voice :D..
all it does is  smile
Yes..  when i failed my exams.. i gave it reason why i fail..  the best thing..  it never said anything but again
all it does is smile
Yes...  it never said anything..  nothing at all..
Yeah..  it never hurt me..  but looking at it..  seating to the corner of my bed..
Gives me joy... a feeling..  like someone is there for me..
and will be there for me...
it gave me confidence and unspoken love :) 
Ya..  when the whole mankind gets away from me..
I believe my Teddy will still be there for..
and I <3 Teddies.. forever and ever :* :* 
 
 
 
Oh god.. I think i am seriously in love with this : *must checkout*

Boy:
What do you Want more than Anything ??

Girl:
To be Standing in the Middle of the Street;
In the Pouring Rain,
And have the Love of My Life; Kissing Me, :***
                                                                   What about you ?? =)

                                                                               Boy:
                                                         To be the One kissing you..♥ :* =)











What your favorite number
Whats you favorite taste
Something so yummy
You dare not let waste
What great food sensation
Salt, bitter, sour or sweet
Excites your tastebuds like crazy
Has everything else beat

If there was only one
You could not live without
What flavour would you choose
Be sure now, no doubt

Sometimes it's the simplest
Of foods that we crave
Bread and butter, tripe and onions
No, come on now behave

I'm talking 'bout

A freshly cut pineapple
To eat on the beach
Sun ripened strawberries
Or a freshly picked peach
Double choc chip ice cream
Awash With caramel sauce
Freshly made pepperoni pizza
Draped in mozzarella of course
Cool refreshing lemon sorbet
A hot Mexican chilli dish
Roasted salted cashew nuts
Sea bass, salmon, tuna fish
Olives stuffed or otherwise
Stilton, Camembert and Brie
Fritata topped with goats cheese
Spinach and ricotta Cannelloni

But,

If you really had to choose only one
You could undeniably not live without
What lip-smacking, palate-drooling flavour
Is irresistible beyond all doubt?

Reasons why i heart you - Monkey Dumby :P

1) You have the brightest cutest smile :D

2) You make me smile ! :)

3) You make me laugh !

4) You're really cute. Super,duper cute.I can't stand it

5) You're sweet and smart and good-looking and absolutely stunning and adorable and dorky and funny


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